How much.
Almost a week . . .

The pain, endured.
Everything has become much clearer,
in this clouded mind.

Realization,
the pain inflicted on him,
the most.
If only I would be clearer.

Time needed,
plead myself forgiveness.
Enough mistakes made,
we had.
We need no more the same mistakes.

Pained.

I wanna own my genuine smile again.

Everything seemed like a nightmare.

I'm making myself unwanted for no reasons.

I just need to get hold of myself.

Thanks to those who are there for me.

I'm such an emo freak.