How much.
Almost a week . . .

The pain, endured.
Everything has become much clearer,
in this clouded mind.

Realization,
the pain inflicted on him,
the most.
If only I would be clearer.

Time needed,
plead myself forgiveness.
Enough mistakes made,
we had.
We need no more the same mistakes.

Pained.

I wanna own my genuine smile again.

Everything seemed like a nightmare.

I'm making myself unwanted for no reasons.

I just need to get hold of myself.

Thanks to those who are there for me.

I'm such an emo freak.

Happy Birthday Peishan!
Stay sweet, pretty, babelicious, sexay, honeyed, etc you name it yourself always!

Celebrated her advanced birthday last sat.
A Teppanyaki 1st, then headed to Chevrons fer KTV

Try these out!

Pitch Deaf
http://tonometric.com/adaptivepitch/


Tone Deaf
http://jakemandell.com/tonedeaf/



Rhythm Deaf
http://tonometric.com/rhythmdeaf/

It's quite fun.

For me, I thought tone deaf is harder.
Becoz am a musician for years,
thus the scoring would be tougher!

Gotta work later,
then head to celebrate peishan's birthday!

Currently I wouldn't have the mood for anything.
Pardon my mood swings, and any unsightly attitude.
I don't have much thought of enjoying myself to the fullest.
I thought I was strong,
everyone says (thought) so.
But inside me,
I know how the weakness flow.
I wanna thank those who are there for me.

It's Friday soon!
Those who are working,
do look forward to the weekends!
(I detest weekends at this point of time.)



FromTheGrouchyMe,
Maine



Pained

Escape.


从不喜欢孤单一个

Cantonese version of 李圣杰 张玉华 - 是你决定我的伤心


*Updated! - Am bored, you see.*

Seemed so July,
where hatch days has been the most of this month
in my "dictionary",
apart from the month of May.
(which Ann claimed!).

It would be the "peakest" period,
where surprises,
parties,
of course with the DEEEEP pockets which pricks soon.

So peeps,
please be aware that I will be out-stationed for this month,
on my on will!
Hahaha.
=p

Travel . . .

My Buddies are going on a Bangkok trip this Sept,
which I can't join them.
My mum's extremely worried of my safety,
despite election has been changed to next year.
If i get sponsored from her, so I must listen to her.
Wahaha. Kidding!
Boo!

Thus,
no holidays this year with my buddies!

But still, I see light of traveling to
China & Australia this year!

I love to travel la!
Not because of shopping.
Basically loved being in a new environment,
new country,
learning their cultures,
snapping lots of exotic pictures.

Loved Farm Stay!


That classic blur look,
I adopted since young!

Taken when I was in Primary 4.
Don't laugh la!
I got pretty fair within 1 week in Australia.
Trying to console myself . .

I have not repaired my camera yet!
Still pending if i should get a new one.
2 photographers had recommended me 2 good brands and models.

I wish I would have been sponsored (dream on maine!),
to a planned Taiwan trip next year.

Yes, Ann . .
When will be our picturesque session?

Meant to catch Nancy Drew & Transformers,
which i have not!
I love this two genres,
though Nancy Drew sounds so kiddy!
Am a fan of Nancy Drew mysteries alright.
Basically bought Carolyn Keene's books when I was youngthen . . .

Check out some thrillers, mysteries (See Hardy Boys?),
and I love vampire novels.
Where's my book, you wanna lend me?!

Transformers, something I learn from my brother,
when we're young!
So i can say sometimes i grew up in a "guy" environment,
despite only have my dad and bro in the family.
Used to watch soccer with them,
loved action and war movies,
hammer, hit and fix things at home!
Hah.

On her way to the groomer.

Got her a new toy to play with,
which you see barely last for the night.
Check out that 2 holes!



And she keeps getting it stuck under the drawers!



She don't even give a damn about that white bone,
but her new toy.
That blur look which makes me can't help loving her.
So i decided to help her to get it,
umpteenth times!

And yep,
my dad can't wait to get that P plate off!
Yesterday was the first time am driving without that triangle-thingy-which-road-users-are-aware-of.


My term officially starts this week!
Am back to school again!
Can't wait to see familiar faces.
Heh.


HeartsMany,
Maine

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Just when everything seemed to be what you've thought,
expectation rises.
Everything could just crumple down to your feet.
Fear not,
coz this is where the challenges began.
This is where you will discover a new you,
and the you whom you will comprehend.


Sometimes,
when some of us just worked our ass off for things,
it doesn't seem to go as what we desired.
Some people just can get what they wanted,
depending on others,
easily.
Cruel or unfair.
You name it.
It's an understatement.


On the livelier part,
finally an update on my weekends huh!

23rd June Sat
KTV-ed @ Chevrons with a bunch of old polymates!
Not sarcastic here.
But indeed we're wiser ok!
=x

Introducing the 4 "Heavenly Kings"
Heh!

Following Monday, 25th June
had another round of KTV @ Cine KBox

Check out the new (Might not be new to some of ya!) TV!
Maybe it's not even plasma flat TV,
could be some CRT, but flat screen type.
Lol. Dunno what i am mumbling.

With that celebrated Dayu's Advanced Birthday @ Swensons!
=)

Happy Birthday Dayu!

Tried the Salmon & "Something-I-can't-remember"
Bake Rice.
Not too bad.
And oh!
This came with Terence's Meal.
Nice . .

In the end,
Shan didn't wanna take the she-claimed-cute (I think)
"pirate" stirrer!



Thus with that 2 consecutive KTVs for 3 days,
as posted in the previous post,
leads me to not only a sore throat but . . .

Flu Bug.
I know this picture looks pretty disgusting!

(Annika-Hates-It)

has been bugging me till now!
Probably i should blame it on having late nights huh!
=x

But am getting better each day!

=)

What makes you and me think so?

See, am still physically fit to cam whore love myself !
Oops . . .

Hmm..



Love . .

. Lots .

Am on the road to recovery,
yet still wanting to mahjong in the wee hours!
Tsk tsk.

I'm having runs these days.
I wonder . . .

And no qns ask!
Just Vote la!
http://ch8.mediacorptv.com/heygorgeous/hunkrating.php?uid=317
Doing a favour fer a friend. =)

Till then.


LoveYouPeeps,
MaineHearts.


Like anyone cared,
like you cared.

What If .
One day I told you,
I might have fell in love with you?

After much late nights . . .

I'm having an extreme throat sore!

Or maybe due to the aftermath of 2 KTVs within 3 days!

Killed my voice much soon.

This bottle shall be used much frequently,
and filled to the brim!

Never know this could be lengthy,
sent by Mr Lee.

Get Your Sexy Name

Great,
I could have the longest letter name of all,
which of course couldn't beat my sister's.
(She's Gwendolyn by the way)

More Lozenges needed!

Till the next! =)

LovesLots,
Maine


Sometimes I wished you're here with me more frequent.
Where are you?
Maybe I have changed.
And you might felt the changed in me.
People do change.